Saturday, May 08, 2010

Back as friends?

It's been a month since we had talked to each other like friends...and I really dreaded this feeling of not even being able to be present in her life, for fear that she might get distracted.

Perhaps I'm just being paranoid, but I can't shake the thought of her getting uneasy with my appearance.

Putting the courtship aside, not sure for how long or whether if I will be able to enter that stage again, I really wish that we can be friends again just like back in the past when we could speak with each other and have a round of laughter without any awkwardness...

I will try my best to put down the paranoia and start things out between us, as friends again...and hopefully, you will grant me one more chance.

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