Drained...

It really hurts, when I see you turn away from me...

I know that I've done something that might had caused you great unrest, and I kinda figured that you might avoid me for that...but what I didn't figure is how painful it will be.

I don't blame you for the actions you had taken, it's all my rash and selfish self which craves your presence that had created so much drama between us.

As much as I wanna say that I will respect your decisions, I can't take any more of this.

Corny as it sounds, but I'm gonna put it down...

I want to see your smile. I want to hear your voice. I want to be by your side...

However, my current intentions are nothing more than hoping that we can be back as friends...just friends. Whether or not we're able to continue further from that shall not be the priority. But I don't know how to start things out.

I'm afraid of rejection...

I'm afraid of being ignored...

The one issue which dragged on for 7 years had dealt many blows to my heart...and honestly, I'm not sure how much more I can take...

I...I'm at my wit's end...