Yes...I'm still lacking sleep...but not as bad as days before...
Furthermore...I had fun today to compensate for my early rising, since I gotta show Ms Gail my work first thing in the morning. VASTR's next. Completed whatever that's needed to be submitted then blackjacked and dai dee"ed" the rest of my time away.
Went for lunch. Everybody have their activities going on. Shi Wei, Evone and Jim are playing the "5" "10" "15" "20" thingy...Sheng Yang and Clement are doing their own work. The rest of us played dai dee. Then Li Ying was like...waiting for Yong Kiat to go Lil India with Zhen Ying and herself. Aww so nice :}
Finally...Zhi Xian and I decided to join them to take photos.
Took a picture of Yong Kiat sleeping in the sun...sexy eh?
Took lots of photos...so much that it reduced my handphone batt pretty quickly. Take take take then we came across a place and saw 2 dogs, and we started to take photos of em. Dunno why...but the lil dog don't seem to like me sia...it's always turning away when I'm about to take it's photo. But the kwl thing is it actually posed for us to catch a shot.
The bigger one is rather stationary...but still kwl anyways...
Continued on our "tour". It's damn shag de loh. Some more I have laptop in my bag...that's applied more stress to my shoulder sia. No matter, we got ourselves some drinks to rejuvenate our souls...
Headed for Bugis Street to buy my "blink blink"...kinda reluctant, but since I have lost one of my favourite ear studs...I gotta replace it somehow.
Bought "blink blink" and went to Bugis Junction for dinner...or rather skipping dinner and jumping straight to desserts...except for Zhen Ying due to the fact that nothing is prepared for her dinner at home. Had durian ice kachang and a normal ice kachang...
Feel sorta cheated sia...the durian taste not strong de...no matter, took some shots in the process.
Yong Kiat...who never fails to make faces...
Zhen Ying, Li Ying and Xian...who's trying his best to siam...
After eating, we began to crap about loads of things...
Then I saw this woman with thick...and I mean THICK legs sia, and I told Yong Kiat to go bite it, since he's complaining that he's still hungry. But I couldn't help myself laughing...then Kiat wanna go toilet to avoid the topic...and guess what...
He went the wrong way when the toilet is just RIGHT BEHIND US!
Wah lao...that moment we like keep laughing until I tear up and my stomach began to cramp. The laughter died down a lil, and when he came back...I burst into laughter again...
Oh Yong Kiat...you never fails to make me laugh, regardless of what you did...even when you're just doing nothing...
Then we decided to go arcade next...Xian, Zhen Ying and I played the army war game...forgot what's it's stinking name...and didn't really turned out quite well. Next round, Li Ying, Zhen Ying and me played the Mario kart...I think...
It's fun de loh...I'm kinda addicted le. Yeah...seems gay...and I still can't believe that I actually enjoyed racing in a game of that genre...no matter, I came in 2nd. Not bad for a 1st timer eh?
Then trained home and now I'm more shag than before.
To everybody whom I consider as friends, and they regard me as one, I would like to make my stand right here...right now...
I'm greedy...I want friends...loads of em. Friendship is something I lacked in the past. Therefore...I want to repair the damages, and want to have people around me whom I can share my joy and thoughts with. People I can have fun with. As far as I'm concerned, everybody I knew so far in Poly, and that handful from Secondary and Primary school are my friends. I might not be on the best of terms with some of them, but I do want to build a strong bond with them.
I'm hot-tempered...I can easily flare up over things as minor as making faces at me. And when people around me begin to fall out against each other, I'm definitely not a happy person, I can side both...if not one of them, or I can just start get pissed off and confront them myself. Hence, I wouldn't want any of the people I know to confront one another, and start to fall apart.
I believe some of you should know what I'm getting at from the paragraph above...
I'm not directing this at anyone, I just need to make people understand how simple my hopes are...
And don't expect me to stand somewhere and watch one of my friends starts to blow up a matter with my another friend. Normal conversation to puke out whatever that is in your hearts is fine, but should it begin to expand into a bigger issue, I'll jump in and you'll get yourself a triple threat battle royal.
Mark my words, I don't wish to damage any friendship with any of you. But if need be...I will take drastic measures to clean up the mess. This rule won't be taken down until I find peace within my group of friends.
Desperate times call for desperate measures...but I sure hell hope that the statement above wouldn't have to be executed in action...
Didn't really plan to go to school today...I wanna sleep, since I still lack plenty of em. But I'm glad I actually went...
Kinda cleared up everything in my heart to Clement, and him to me. A man to man talk did work out fine. In the previous post, I used some pretty harsh words, and I'm definitely post it in a foul mood. But I just don't want to lose anymore friends.
I pointed out some of your bad points, and I'm aware that you're changing for the better, and after today...I definitely have more respect for you than before.
I said our situation differs in some aspect...but overall, I would say its somehow similar as well. We both had horrible experience with "friends", but we pulled through anyway, and we're here where we are.
I just wanna say...I hope that after this issue, we would become better friends than before.
Clement...true we have shun you in the past. The reason being that a couple of us have to complete our work...and with you around, you should jolly well know what would happen. You are the type of person who needs attention, and you tend to talk nearly every minute. I'm not blaming you for having such a characteristic. It's good in some aspect, but not when we're going to work. Should you be around...we will definitely be distracted and will therefore side-track from our work. That's the reason why we avoided you...I know it ain't a good way...but we have to do what we gotta do...
Secondly...I don't think it's dishonorable...that's a real heavy word. What's so dishonorable in us wanting to complete our work...and hoping to work in a quiet environment. Sad to say, as far as I can remember, I don't think I have agreed to "wait" for you. You, of all people should know that I'm the type of person who easily gets distracted. With your presence, I can tell you, I won't be doing my work no more.
Thirdly...it's regarding human nature you have just mentioned. Yeah, people react automatically to incoming threats, a straight punch for example. But what I did is slowly reach out my hands, advancing towards you, you have more than enough time to walk away rather than swipe my arm away. You could have moved outta the way...or the most grab my arm, sweeping my arm away, to me now, hurts kinda bad...
Blame me for getting injured so often, that makes people misunderstands that my elbow pad is just for fun. But now you know, I wear my elbow pad for the sake of protection and reduce any damage that will be dealt.
Now lastly...regarding the backstabbing issue. Before Saturday, I have experienced more backstabbing issues. I heard about your past. People beat you up and pushed you around. It's sad...yes I know. But at least, people beat you up, they acknowledge your existence...unlike mine, they wouldn't even take a look at me. I don't even have the chance for them to beat me up, if they do beat me up, at least I know that they can "see" me. You wanna let me know how you feel right?
NOW FEEL MY PAIN!
You have people who "sees" you as a human...no matter if they pounce on you or what, you are inside their line of vision.
For people like me...I'm nowhere to be seen in most people's eyes. And when you finally have some people...the only people who acknowledges your existence...and they turned their backs against you. That's much more painful than having friends to begin with, and walking out on you.
I'm not trying to compete who's scenario is worse...but I wanna let you know, that you don't gloat over a person's misfortune and say that "now you know how it feels to be blah blah blah" just because he did something...from your point of view, bad, to you.
Frankly speaking, your situation is a lil different from mine. You are avoided for a period of time for the sake of our work...but we're still your friends. It's just that we don't really know how to express the friendship "YOUR" way...
On the other hand...I'm double crossed...by people I considered as "friends". A few years ago, they were the first bunch of people who acknowledged my presence. No matter who you are, this is considered to be one of your most important friends, especially when you are desperate for people to "see" you. A few years later, they came back to hurt me.
You see the difference? Although I can feel that from your point of view, it feels equally bad to be ignored...but the gap is there. Don't tell me "hope you learnt your lesson"...this 2 issues ain't similar to a large extent. And it ain't my fault alone. You know you are wrong at some point as well.
Lemme point out another problem with you...you seem to blame the others over something. Even when you're partially at fault, you won't accept it.
Your philosophy is that you're always right, and when something went wrong, it has to be someone else who screwed things up. Think about it...every screw ups that took place...or maybe some arguments that occurred, which issue did you take the blame?
Don't try to ask me which incident, you know I can't remember, and you would take that I'm bullshitting. In fact...you should know it inside you. People don't have to name em out. If you die die also demand an answer, the typical one is Vanessa's issue when you scolded her ****. We argued about it. How long did it took me to make you admit that part of the fault is yours? You know the answer...
I won't deny that partially it's my fault for all these to happen. Blame me...despise me all you want. I have no intention to defend myself.
Here's something I wanna say...it's how I feel...and it applies to everybody, although I did not really apply the saying at times, but I still follow it...
Do not act as if you understand the other person's pain FULLY! Yes, you can know what's hurting them, and talk to them. But you don't pull out your own painful experience, and try to say you "understand" the other party or "I'm worse than you". Different people have different aspects that are more painful than the other. It's true that I don't fully understand what you went through, Clement...but don't tell me that it ain't true that you have no idea what I've been through.
So don't ever tell me "now you know how I feel"...I can shoot this right back at you...
That's all I have to say...if you still disagrees with me, and decided that I'm a total jackass whom you can't work with, you can tell me face to face that you don't want me as a friend...and if possible, pull a few guys along with you.
Think about it man...I'm at fault...but so are you. But if you insist that you're not at fault...then I have nothing to say. You know yourself best...
Like I said before...perhaps I'm better off alone...
School work's down...and so are my personal matters...
The biggest issue of my life is now...considered over and done with, and I don't wish to relive it again...
As soon as I woke up, I went to the designated grounds, just a few blocks away from my home. I got my gears on, and I'm ready to wreak havoc anytime. They turned up...as I expected, with a few more guys...but they were the last guys I expected to see...
Zhi Jie...Ken...Ser Kiat...Katie...Aaron...Victor and Hui Ru...
I'm stabbed in the back again...
These guys were the ones whom I hanged out with in the past, and now I see that they are in the same league as my nemesis...very interesting.
I thank you guys...THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
Hypocrites...ASSHOLES!
They were among the few people who had actually treated me as a human. Seems like it's wrong of me to have given in to their little bit of "friendliness" they have shown me in the past...
Well...what's there to talk about...all my childhood friends, whom I had considered to be the best of pals, turned their backs on me. And who knows...in just a matter of time, my Secondary school friends will shun me like a plague. And it won't be long before all my friends now begin to hate me as well.
Yes I know...and I'm not someone who really understands how other people are feeling, and act accordingly...
I don't mind being alone...I don't mind being hated...but I don't want people to turn their backs on me after they have acknowledged me. It hurts much MUCH more than you being alone to begin with...if they wanna back out of the friendship...just tell me face to face that they reject me as a friend...I'll prefer it that way.
You guys did a lot of trash talk...all I could do is to wonder what had I done wrong. What had I done to you people for you guys to hate me so much...
I wanna know the answer...
But I don't have it...
I dealt some damage to all of you...and I took some damage from you guys as well...I guess I'll take it that both parties are even, and the case is closed...for good...
An extra tiring day today...and some visits of bad luck as well...
Perhaps an introduction for 7th lunar month?
Woke up at 0900 today when class is supposed to start like 1010. Reach school at about 1100. How shiok...super not enough sleep. Went on ahead to complete submission of color theory.
Thanks a lot Shan, for helping me out with my color inventory...something I spent the entire night doing, but turned out to be crap...
Done with color, and off to touch up my VASTR. Edited some parts, and kinda happy with it...but dunno if it's workable or not. But I doubt that it's of good quality since I'm like forcing my eyes to open bigger while doing em.
Makan at South canteen at the end of the lesson. The laksa...or should I say...the spoon, is cursed. It's like, Evone's talking to me, and I was draining away the curry from the tou pok...but before I can reply...
You know what happens next...
Yeah...the damn laksa "squirt" onto my face lah...guess is because the plastic spoon is too flimsy, since I have always used solid plastic spoon. Like that still ok...it happened 4 times leh! And the last time is like directly go into my eyes lah...super shiok...I can't even open my eyes.
Now my eyes are still burning slightly...
RAWR!
That's the last time I'll eat laksa with such flimsy spoon.
So much for bad luck...
Next went to play dai dee with Sheng Yang, Chong Huan, Xian and Yong Kiat. Have a sudden twist in luck...I drew one of Chong Huan's card since he's holding more cards, and guess what?
I drew the dee of hearts man!
I was like laughing like an idiot lah...no matter, continued playing in Maclab until 1600 like that? Then went to Yio Chu Kang MRT to make bus concession, and went home soon after...
Monday gonna go Lil India...have to wake up early that day...so sian.
Guess what...I worked the entire night to chiong the design fundamentals, and thought that all would be fine after mounting my pieces in class. And what do I get?
"Your work down 1 grade"...
Why?
"You're supposed to hand this in when you enter the class"...
A lot of us assumed that the 3 hours of lesson we have allows us to finish our stuff, in this case...to mount the workpiece. I believe someone mentioned that Bhakta gave permission. However, he denied that he said anything like that when we talked to him about it.
To make things worse, we are only given 10 minutes to hand in our stuff. And from what I know, Jim has the final materials before we can complete, and submit our work.
So what's next?
Screwed...
Well, no pressure Jim...it's not your fault, and I'm not blaming ya for what happened. After all, he's the one who bought the items, and brought them all the way from his house. Gotta give him credit for that.
Ah but no matter...we have done our job, and no use pondering over it since you can't really undo whatever that's done. A lil touch up on my color theory before going to bed early...I'm feeling kinda drained today.
Just finished my design fundamentals...now all that's left is for Jim to bring in the mounting board and stuff in a few hours time, and I'll put my work on the damn board...and shove it into the lecturer's arms...
And when it's all said and done, my soul will be at peace once again. For I have lesser burden up on my shoulders. Drawing can be done in 1/2 a day...color theory just leaves some touch ups to finalize everything. VASTR...I'll consider that done.
How shiok...
This sensation is nostalgic...it's like the last time I felt it was right after my 'O' levels. That's a couple of months ago, and the feeling is back to stay for at least a day.
But...DAMN...
All these work seems to have overturned my timezone...night time is when I work, and morning is when I catch some sleep.
Well...not so bad for such a lifestyle...it's so damn quiet when I'm at work, just the environment I yearned for...
Time is passing like the sands in the hourglass...and when the clock strikes 1400, the hourglass...will be empty...
Alright...I'm not exactly doing my work. And it's the first time I post twice within an hour.
So since I'm not doing any work...although tons of em needs to be done, I watched some videos from Youtube, and I found yet another Sephiroth video, this time...a rather comedy one. People who played Final Fantasy VII should find the scene rather familiar.
Here you can see for yourself why Sephiroth killed Aerith...
1 module down as of today, and that's CODID. That leaves...
Drawing...
Color theory...
Design fundamentals...
VASTR...
And last but not least...studio project. Gotta continue working hard. There's still a long way to go...but before you know it, they will all go away soon enough...
Bro went to Batam...mum went for some 1-day trip and ain't coming back for the night...so I'm all alone at home now. And being alone...you seldom have any mood to do anything...especially when you have just got home from a tiring day.
The BBQ was fine...except for the weather initially, but everything went smoothly soon after. Arj, Heng Chang, Mark and me...the ex-NCC(s), tried to start the fire under a small drizzle...saying that we can't afford to lose to...whatever it is...or something like that. Well, we succeeded.
Yay! Damai NCC forever!
Ok whatever...
Anyway...played basketball for quite a while after I have gone to fetch Andy and Gerald from the bus-stop. After returning to the pit...I started emoing by the beach.
Over what? I'm not really sure...maybe I just wanna be alone for a lil while...since it's so dark and quiet along the seashore. Perhaps I just couldn't shake off thoughts about her...
How pathetic...
No matter...went for 2nd round basketball. Kinda more vigorous than the previous round. Sort of hurt my top ear hole when the ball hit the side of my face, and it bled...and I lost one of my favourite ear ring/stud.
Home sweet home finally...bathe and sat down...don't really feel like doing anything, although I have tons of stuff to do, and the earliest assignment is like due in...3 days time? I'm dead meat I guess...
Tch...doesn't matter...tio condemned also don't care liao. Kinda sick and tired of being a human le.
Another tiring day since lessons start at 0800, and I only had 3 hrs of sleep. And to make matters worse...I made it to school fully drenched lah. Stupid rain. Of all times to rain, it chose to do so when I'm waiting by the traffic light...and the road is busy de loh...can't really seem to run across. Then in lecture I'm like shivering throughout lah, can't really concentrate on what is going on. Now having slight flu le...sian...
Anyway, today's the last drawing lecture. Did a portrait of sister. I wouldn't say that I did a good job, but it ain't crappy either. :P
And I kinda figured out that I have a broad forehead, thick lips and BIG eyes. I really doubted the last point though. Hah...but no matter, had a few rounds of good laughter, it ain't that bad to occasionally see how do you look like in other people's eyes.
Color theory was as brain wrenching as ever, especially when you have a bunch of people around you who did decent pieces of drawings. All I can say about mine is......
DAMN!
Ok whatever. Oh oh oh oh, and I found a pretty nice picture on one of the computers in Maclab...
Can you make out what is that? Can you see what's so shocking about it?
Lol...it's Pikachu with a couple of Pichus biting on it's......nipples? Udder? Call it whatever that makes you happy. The picture is cropped due to some other irrelevant documents, otherwise you can see everything better.
Kawaii na...
Despite all the excitement...I'm still sleepy...think I'm going to sleep all the way until 1200 tomorrow......
The end of semester is just a few weeks away, and more work are coming our way as well. Really looking forward to the end of all stress for year 1, but not really enjoying the stress piling up on me.
Tch...guess I don't have a choice but to endure...after all, it's this course that I've picked out of all the other choices available. So, I'm not really in the position to complain. No matter, today's a pretty slacky day if you ask me...went for studio project briefing and took some pictures of the NYP garden for the drawing assignment. Went around for lunch and stayed back in library to do design fundamentals.
Not so bad...I left about...19 sketches? I'll finish em all in one night. Yong Kiat and Lee Ann are busy playing around with character drawings lah. Hah...all of us kinda had fun "dressing up" the characters then. And when all is said and done, headed for Mac. Damn shiok, I'm able to finish my burger at a rather steady pace le...no obstructions whatsoever anymore. Super happy de lah.
Then talk cock and Yong Kiat began making funny faces again. Tried to sneak shot him...but I guess I'm just no good. Perhaps I'll ask Shi Wei to teach me how to sneak shot people eh? :P But I still caught a picture of Yong Kiat...
Dunno why...I just keep laughing after I snapped the photo. I mean, this is not the funny face I'm talking about...but I just keep laughing. Yeah...devil knows what the hell is going on in this distorted cerebral system of mine...
Went home next...
Another weird ego of mine again...out of no reason, I figured that tonight is exceptionally beautiful. I'm still wondering why.
Ah doesn't matter...gotta complete my 42 sketches now.
Press on people...we are close to the ending point. Cheers!
Finally, another wisdom tooth is gone for good. Well, this time, there is more "feel" than the previous one...cause I can feel the root connecting to my gums snapping away one by one. It's like aborting a baby...I guess?
Pain is still not a factor...that dose of anaesthetic is super strong lah. 1 jab of it I can't feel a damn thing le...imagine you took 3 jabs of that. I love the sensation man.
Alright alright...allow me to show ya my 2 darling twins I "gave birth" to...at a different date of course...
The clean one is my hajime...and the bloody one is the freshly extracted baby......DUH?!
Sexy, ain't they...
My bad...today there ain't gonna be any Sweet Impact after the spectacular exhibition...even if you puked your guts inside out......
Too bad...
Just scroll down to the post regarding my first extracted wisdom tooth if you don't understand the statement above...
*Ahem* Anyway...went to Vivo City today...yes for the 1st time of my life. It's kinda...similar to most shopping malls if you ask me...except that it's...bigger...and the rooftop has breathtaking views. Kinda romantic...just sad that I don't have a companion to share this feeling with.
Well...at least I'm not alone. Since big bro came back from Batam for a lil while to fetch some of his stuff, we decided to dine at Vivo as well.
Some pics taken...
Mum taking photo...and I took her photo...
Big Bro and Mum...
Chin-ups anyone?
This monument is shaped like......
Bored...
Yeah...so that's one day passed...although it's only the 3 of us, I find the day very relaxing...
ESPECIALLY AFTER MY TOOTH EXTRACTION!
Wooo...
Looks like in a matter of days, nothing can stop me from eating what I want...so shiok...
Damn shag today. Just came back from my cousin's 21st birthday party.
Kinda kwl...it's held in some sort of Singapore Airline club or something like that...so yeah...it's sorta grand.
Frankly speaking...I haven't met this cousin of mine until today. Even if I did...it would only be once or twice, since I dun really meet up with my maternal cousins. He's a pretty nice guy, and a real gentleman.
The dinner was great. I ate and ate as if my wisdom tooth ain't giving me any troubles. Dunno why...but this buffet taste exceptionally good.
Yeah...perhaps I'm just hungry...
No matter, here comes the pain. Deserts...alcoholic cake. Damn I just love em. Too bad I didn't know that it contains something...nutty...and it just went right into the "hole" in the back of my mouth due to my wisdom tooth, and bit onto it.
Damn...and I mean DAMN!
That killed my lust for alcohol almost immediately loh. But I went for 2nd round anyways...just picking away the nuts and chewing carefully to reduce the damage.
Some pictures taken...
Aunt Ping...with my lil cousin and my mum...
Sharon and her baby...
Warui na...most of the pictures are taken by Uncle Joe...and since I didn't grab any pictures from him, not many pictures were posted.
Finally heading for home...met Angel and Tai Yong at Bedok interchange. Miracle sia...Angel with black hair. XD Chatted on the way and zao home soon after...
Tomorrow hopefully I'll be able to get rid of my 2nd wisdom tooth. If it does...hoho...I'm gonna start spamming the nutella at home liao...
A kinda different day today. Went to school only to be chased out during design fundamentals as the 42 sketches are not completed.
Well...I'm not the only one, in the end...only Addy and Shan was the remaining group 3 in that room.
So stayed outside and chatted while some are working on the sketches. Next, went down with Fernanders, Vanessa and Xian to some block near north canteen, intending to rent a basketball...just trying to warm up for tomorrow's basketball session, but didn't get our way.
Made our way to the basketball court and saw the entire court was occupied. So chatted away our time, and finally managed to find some space for us to squeeze in for a lil match.
Everyone did well...and I found out that my skills are still as bad as in the past...I mean...what do ya expect when you only play basketball once in a blue moon. Evone and Jim joined us when we're supposed to go for the VASTR lecture. But we all were like...ah who cares. Played badminton for a while before a new ball arrived, and we joined in.
Then went to Koufu with Xian to see if we can find some dudes there. Found Sister, Bolster, Lee Ann (dunno if it's spelled like that...) and Clement. Talk cock before heading for the lab to collect the latest notes.
Went home after that...now kinda tired, and tomorrow gotta basketball another round. Definitely ain't gonna be at 100%...but have to try my best...
Played around with my WACOM today...kinda liked the way it worked better than the mouse in the painting aspect. I still prefer using the mouse for clicking purpose though...gonna take some time for me to get used to the super sensitive pen.
Anyway...experimented the pen and tablet with photoshop, and edited one of my photos. Lol...I like how the way it turned out to be.
Before...it's me in secondary school...thus the short, black hair...
After...
Yeah...looked kinda fake, but hey...I love that man. I just love red eyes...not the ones you get from lack of sleep...and grey hair...and not the ones you get from old age.
Think I'm going to play around for a lil longer...
Oh yeah...and damn the presentation tomorrow...I'm at the top of the list man. Damn jia lat de lah.
Got my WACOM today...its like, kwl lah. I can finally do my colour theory at a rather steadier pace.
So VASTR was kwl as always today. Went to school and played dai di with Sister, Yong Kiat and Sheng Yang. Yeah...my bad for using Jolin poker cards ok? We were like...what the hell, keep looking at Jolin for several games, but...who cares. Then I viwawa some time away with Xian and Yong Kiat...with some noisy strangers. Not so bad...won some and lost some...
Next went makan at south canteen...after which Sister and Yong Kiat went to collect their testimonials, and I went back to the campus and joined "Maria".
Took a few photos of Block M...too bad never bring my sketch book along...Maria was drawing Block M, and I slept for like...45 minutes? Woke up le then headed for City Hall. Went to Robinson's to see if I can meet up with anybody familiar. Well, saw Siew Eng and Ellen. Kinda caught a glimpse of Patrick also. But didn't really approach them. Sculli they don't remember me then I will be like...damn pai seh. Lucky never see Raymond...otherwise he surely got things to say one de.
Headed for Funan next and met Shi Wei along with Evone nearby. Hah...they looked kinda emo sia...
Go Challenger to look for my WACOM. Sad sia...never see Yazid at the games corner today. Waited for around almost 1 hour before my big brother shows up. Got my WACOM and some other thingys, and cabbed home.
Now trying out my tablet and pen. Still trying to get a hang of it.
Then, in a few hours time...gotta start preparing for the celebration of my niece's first month. Gonna be a busy day......
