Sunday, October 31, 2010

Happy Birthday, Angeline!

The second consecutive birthday post, and the lucky soul is none other than the posh madame of DMD '08, Angeline!

A happy belated birthday to you, and thank you for inviting me over for the Halloween birthday party. Pardon me for my lack of creativity in my costumes...

Anyways, I've enjoyed your party very much and hoped that you did too.

It's one helluva party. There's friends crowding around downing beer and talking stuff. The best part's gotta be the ghost story session, with Kah Fai as the main storyteller and I loved every single one of it, regardless of it's genuine values.

So a big thank you, and happy birthday once again. Cheers and cares.

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360 degrees~~~

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Happy Birthday, Sean!

A very happy birthday to Sean. Celebrated his belated 17 today with a big gang related to him one way or another.

Hoped he liked it.

Besides being Sean's birthday, it's one of my happiest day in these few months...

Went back to NYP for a lecture, and I got to meet her. This will be the first time in months I've ever seen her after the incident. It's mixed emotions.

I'm really happy to be able to see her again, and I was lucky to be able to get a small glimpse of her warm smile...though that smile is not directed at me, I feel as if I'm whole again.

We still didn't spoke, and I think the rift had yet get any closer.

Despite still acting like strangers, I was really elated, that kinda summarized my feelings then...well, a big part of me is definitely over the moon.

But there's another part of me, that felt anxiety and slight fear...I'm getting afraid. Day by day I'm thinking if this is how things are going for the rest of the days.

I don't want that...

I wanna be her friend again. Not just a friend who only exist on her friend list and nothing else...I wanna be a friend like before, talking about anything under the sun.

However, I can't afford to make another mistake...

I really hope that she's only avoiding me (if she is...) because of the awkwardness, and not because she hates me...

But...is this really how things are going to continue for the remaining time?

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Leather joy...

Thanks to Wei Liang, I've finally gotten the jacket I have always wanted. However, it's a little too big for me. Yeah, that kinda sucked...that means I would have to wait for another 2 years after NS before I'll be able to fit in nicely, that is if I DO grow during that 2 years.

My intention was to consult a tailor and trim it down a little, but the dowager at home dissuaded me as she thought that one wrong move and I would have to discard the whole jacket...

...I obediently took her advice, and as a result, I shall patiently bide my time...

Anyways, a song I started taking notice quite recently, and needless to say, I liked it...

A song of Raymond Lam...