I miss you...

Still can't really get over that matter. I always thought that I can start afresh when I enter Poly...guess I'm wrong...

If I may, I would like to quote Weiying...who quoted this from her friend.

"Trying to forget someone you deeply love, is like trying to remember a stranger you never knew"

Or something like that...

It's never easy to start a relationship...especially a one-sided scenario, and it's never easy to end one. But I didn't even got a chance to give it a try...and I don't think I will anytime soon.

Perhaps I shall remain a bachelor for the rest of my life? I don't know. No matter, I'll wish her happiness, for if you truly like someone, you will give her/him your best wishes, and as long as they are happy...so will you.

A super caveman term , but kinda true...

Warui na...my emo ego seems to get the better of me yet again...if you feel that this post looks fake, that will be from your point of view, I have nothing to say about it and I don't see the need to defend myself...for I have no intentions of showing how I really feel when I'm out there...well, at least...most of the time......

Alright alright...enough of emo posts for now...

Finally found the right time to upload this video. Sad to say, only people who know Cantonese can understand what the fudge is going on in there. But fear not people...for there is Chinese subtitles...but in a rather...complex character form...so if you still can't understand a a single freaking word......

Then too bad for you loh......



That's not all...so there's no need to get all depressed over the previous video. Here are some Hokkien videos edited from some shows, which I believe most of you should know...

If you still can't figure out what is going on, you might slip on a banana peel and get run over by a truck one of these days...

Star Wars...



Lord Of The Rings...this has subtitles...



James Bond...



Ok...that's all I can find for now...

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How I wish that I could see you one more time...one last time...and hopefully this time, I'll be able to meet you eye to eye......

Designs

Kinda bored at home...and I'm not really in the mood to finish up my homework. So...I decided to draw something...

On anything...

I always start doodling on anything I can see whenever I'm bored...from my skin (I kinda like tattoos) to my jeans...

Here's what I did today. Undertaker's trademark skull, just like how it appears on his tights...I wouldn't say it resembles the one he wears though...


Sephiroth...drew it last night. Can't really see the eyes like this...


After watching Advent Children since that fateful day, I've been going crazy over Sephiroth these few days. At the same time also keep dui xim gua lah...

Why can't I get those silver coloured hair...tio cheated $22 sia...2 tubes of solid ash after I bleached my hair...and all I get is a head of kim moh...

RAWR!!!

How sad can it get man...

No matter...tomorrow, we shall see the truth unveiling itself......

Ok forget about that last line...so bored that I'm beginning to type trash in as well.

Something I did a couple of months ago, before my O levels. Just some simple vines wrapping my wrist...


The other side. Good for you if you can't figure out whose name is on my wrist...don't think most of you know who the person is anyways...


From those pictures, memories of some of my most painful times revealed itself before me once again...wished that I can forget about them, but I just can't. They're tattooed right into my heart...and I will have to bring them together with me into my grave...

No matter...Naruto Shippuuden Movie finally out le...just downloaded it...gonna go watch now...

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Opportunities after opportunities...but I can never reach out to you. All I could do is to watch you from afar...unable to go any closer to you. When I have finally reached closer, I got pushed back to where I started. I'm not able to talk to you...neither can I whisper to you...nor can I even look at you, eye to eye. I have even did something awful to...of all people......you...

You may not accept me...you might even hate me...but I really have to thank you, thank you for regarding me as your friend...even if it's only for a second out of 6 years of knowing each other...I'm still really thankful. You and I will most probably not meet each other again...but I want you to know that...despite the ordeals I have went through...my first love, that's you...will be the sweetest one in my life...I can assure you that.

I would like to say something...something which I did not have the courage to voice out for 6 years. You may not accept it...but this is how my heart beat for all these years...

I love you...and thank you...

Gone...for now...

How shiok...just came back from the dentist...I have finally got rid of that pain in the ass. Well, at least it's one down...and three, which are not active yet, to go...

Although it ain't there to disturb me anymore, but a hole at the back of my gums kinda...suck man...

But look at the bright side, at least you get a free dose of blood occasionally...so just drink to your heart's content...

A picture of that lil imp that made me lose my appetite and sleep these few days. There's a lil bit of blood...so those who will faint or puke at the sight of blood...I advice you to look at the picture while having lunch...


Cute right...it's quite large actually...don't believe go pull yours out and take a closer look at it loh...

Another different angle...


I decided to keep it...and perhaps I can add some carvings on it? Who knows, it may fetch quite a nice price...

Lol, whatever...

Alright...for those of you who have done puking the hell outta yourself or sprung up from a deep coma caused by my magnificent wisdom tooth, here's something sweet for you. You may not like it, but hey...it's much better than staring at someone's tooth ain't it...

Sweet Impact...

Bu-Gi-Su

Today is quite a short day. Start class at about...1010? After class, went to the playground and played around for sometime...

Vanessa was playing with her swing again. And she went as high as I can remember the last time. Angeline joined in later, and she's another siao one. She actually outswung Vanessa leh! What the hell is wrong with girls man...they can like swing as if there is no tomorrow sia...and I tried to let Yong Kiat do the same when I forcefully pushed him on the swing...

Don't worry, he enjoyed it...lol...and you bet your ass that I had lots of fun pushing his ass off as well...

Wished I had pushed even harder...let's try again next time, ok?

Then we went on and played everything we can think of...until Fernanders started jumping across the small gate, and slowly more people joined in. Angeline wanted a photo of her jumping over, but things just...

*Poop*

...happens...

Finally, to end the wonderful time at the playground, Fernanders and I challenged greater heights...he jumped off, and I suicide windowed over. It was fun man...and Vanessa showed a great deal of courage......by just leaping down...hah...ain't really easy for a girl...gotta give ya' that...

Too bad...no photos of video taken out of those...

Then headed for Geylang Methodist to collect Clement's O levels cert. After which we cabbed to Bugis...the taxi uncle is...dunno lah. But he had one helluva time talking to Clement...he was like laughing his ass off and cracking jokes with him loh...

Hehe...I think the uncle likes Clement sia...

Anyway...bought our items at Art Friend and Popular, then went to Bugis Junction...Fernanders got a new baggie!!! Next...we went home and......do whatever we're doing now...

Monday gonna go extend hair...but gonna bust a hole in my wallet...damn sian de loh...no matter, I can, and I will tie my own pony tail.

Wish granted...

Love Letter

Finally found BoA's Love Letter music video...I've been searching for it since the release of her most recent album, The Face.

Like all her other music videos, I really enjoyed this one as well. Although you are not actually singing the song, but synchronizing it with your lips, to be able to sing in such an expressive emotion ain't easy...

Maybe I should go train my vocals as well...

Love Letter PV...I love the merry go round part...gotta like that feeling man...

Final Fantasy VII

Advent Children for the umpteenth time today. It was like, some of us know the storyline and what the hell's gonna happen next...but we still enjoyed it anyhow...

When the day ended, Clement, Fernanders, Vanessa and me watched Advent Children almost wherever we go. We watched time after time how Reno whacked Rude in the face with the jiao bin on his face, and how he climbed the building like......LOL!

Clement was admiring how kwl are Yazoo's gunblades, Vanessa was fascinated by Kadaj's hair, I love every single moment when Sephiroth was in action, Fernanders was more interested in Uchiha Itachi and his Mangekyou Sharingan...lol. Gotta admit lah, Itachi kick ass BIG time man...

Then, after makaning at Koufu, we went up to the library...yes our turf...and I sent the Naruto movies to Clement and Fernanders, while watching Naruto to kill time...Vanessa was just......emoing...

Hah...just kidding...

Then Clement just can't stop laughing like a raving lunatic while watching the anime. It's like...that part of the show is kinda funny, and we may just giggle...but we then found out that Clement's horselaugh is funnier than the scene.

So the library, ain't a library no more...courtesy of us...

So here's the decision made by us...for next next week's King Vanity's Part part 2, we gonna dress up as Advent Children characters...

Well...it's not set...maybe we will, maybe we won't...but you'll see.

I don't mind actually...since Sephiroth, too...is part of me as well. We were both sane at the beginning of our lives, and we were like any other mortal...but at some point of our lives, we began to lost track of who we REALLY were...and the thoughts that we have are warped and twisted into something even we don't freaking recognize...

So yeah...those are the spoilers for the party...

But it ain't gonna be easy to find the required or even part of the equipments...hah, maybe I'll go back being Gaara once more...I mean...why not?

King Vanity's Party

Start of a new week...and we'll have to do something...ah it's up to you how you gonna phrase the entire event...

So we dress up, get something touched up at school, and prepare to do the presentation.

Lot's of kwl things happened then. Lol, like Vanessa playing tag with Fernanders, and Clement is like...go kah jiao again...

And I was being laughed at every single time I open my eyes after putting on the eyeliner...I hate to admit it...but my eyes look kinda girlish...so...

*Ahem*

Here's some of the pics taken during the preparation. I know they're somehow gay...so do me a favour and keep the comments to yourself, and spare me those "Haha, you look gay" comments...

Shi Wei and I......ok fine, with Clement...


Shi Wei and I again...


Clement, Fernanders, me and Yong Kiat...


Yeah yeah, I dress up as Gaara...as in the head only...so can we proceed?

Me, Clement, Fernanders, Jervis and Yong Kiat...all yawning except me...


Ok no way in hell am I naming out everybody in there...so try and figure it out yourself. If you can't, then toooo baaaad...


Alright...after all these, we went for our "party"...and we was like presenting one by one, and people was like taking pictures of you...

And Shi Wei was like on the front seat...so she got a side view of me...well, at least not so bad lah...can see the "ai" on my forehead.


People who watch Naruto should know what Gaara's personality is like...so from there, you can know approximately what kind of person am I...

Ok...then the thing goes on and on and on...

FINALLY!!!

The whole event came to a close...and we took the last picture of the day...


Yeah, we have a pretty......kwl...lecturer, oh and by the way, he is the one who afroed himself last week...so you can imagine how FASCINATING it will be...

Ok ok here's some people I would like to thank...

Shi Wei, for helping me to put on the "feminine" eyeliner. Lol...

Evone, for settling the eyeliner for my lower eyelid...

Fernanders, for drawing the "ai" on my forehead...

Vanessa, for lending me the eyeliner...although I didn't use much of hers...

Addy, for being like such a buddy in the eyeliner industry...

Clement, for doing the horselaugh over every single thing...

Yong Kiat, for letting me hug you for like...almost the entire day? Lol.

I think that's about all...for those whose name was not up there, pardon me, and forget about it......

Nah...just tell me, and I will upload it again...

For those of you who wants the whole album of today's picture, please proceed to Shi Wei's blog. So spam her tagboard if you can, and if possible, try to leave a vulgar word or two...that will definitely please her...

Lol...ok ok off to work...

Swells...I love it...

The right side of my face is swelling up le...due to the wisdom "edge"...so now my face kinda looks...uneven...

But I love playing with my wisdom tooth. It's like...when you hit the right spot, you will get a more acute pain...and let me tell you guys...

It's damn shiok man...

If you ever had a chance to try, go ahead...lol, because it's just heavenly......

Continuation

Ok, I'm finally back at home...now for some pics I took today...

Yong Kiat...lol...see which soul get fatal framed first...


Shi Wei & Addy...


Fernanders...


Clement...


Ok...I know I'm not a really good photographer...but hey...I tried my best...so let's just let this issue go alright...

All the pics up there sort of...took away all that is left in my memory stick loh, so Vanessa, somehow...managed to escape from the hell of being framed...lol, gonna frame her into the camera as well someday in the future...

Oh oh oh oh, and today went to take a look at the CCAs presentations. Initially, everybody have different opinions on which CCA should we join.

Clement wants tennis...

Fernanders wants the Japanese Cultural Club...

Vanessa signed up for basketball...

Yong Kiat goes for debating clubs...

Zhi Xian has interest in basketball...

Me? I believe in the heart of swords...thus kendo...

Then we like......ah screw that, and we all ended up in tennis. I mean that's pretty kwl as well. Since kendo is all about whacking people with a wooden sword, I might as well use the racket as a weapon as well.

Nah, just kidding...

But seriously, being together will be like, we wouldn't be alone in separate CCAs, and it will save us the trouble of making new friends when you tend to risk meeting some MAJOR buttholes who will like...anti you de loh......

So, that's the story...

Not really much for an update...and Shi Wei has being complaining how BORING it is in here...

SO......here are some videos to reduce the damage......

Full Metal Alchemist chibi OVA...



Full "Numa" Alchemist...



Wow...after days and days of agony...AND ITS ONLY THE BEGINNING OF EVERYTHING...I can finally, FINALLY...slack a lil bit......

RAWR!!! THE STUPID WISDOM TOOTH IS IRRITATING MAN!!!

Bored......

At school right now...bored to the limit liao lah...

So, I took some pictures of my crew...getting busy over the homework...which is supposed to be done by today. Luckily I have done my part last night......to be precise, its only a few hours ago. But paid a rather high price for it...stayed up till...2:00 I think...now quite tired...

THEN...

As when I was about to post the pictures, I realized that I have actually forgotten to bring my adapter......

SO...

I am unable to post the pictures up...anyway...I'm short of a few more pics...so maybe I'll update later when I'm home.

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Poly life...

Finally able to post again...can't really find any time recently to blog since waves after waves of homework are being thrown at me. Damn sad de loh...

Actually, I'm supposed to do my homework now...and yet I'm here updating the blog...

Kwl right...slacking off again...

True lah, Poly don't really give a damn about how your hair grows or what you feed it with...but the stress is damn shiok de lah...everyday come back, you just get to bury your entire head deep into the piles of work, and do nothing but......

work...

work...

AND MORE WORK!!!

If this goes on, I think within months I will go bonkers de loh. But luckily I have some great guys working with me there. Lol, and a couple of Narutards too.

But despite the fact that I have some good friends...I still tend to have the..."live in solitude" attitude sometimes...I don't think this attitude will go away anytime soon...but that's what made me "me"...

Ok ok enough of work and solitude...

Monday we've gotta dress up real good man...kinda lame I think. Since the lecturer making this announcement is......afroed......so, you can imagine how lame that thing's gonna be...but I'll be anticipating it...

That's all...must chiong homework liao...or else will die a horrible death in the grades...

Cheers, Vanessa...stay happy!

A big help

Just got what I needed for a easier life, although it's not really a "professional" gamer's way, but it's kinda fun...

Thanks Jin De, yet again, who had helped me out a great deal...

From the looks of things, it seems like I have owed him a lot more, compared to before...

Orientation

NYP's orientation has just ended...

*Phew*

3 days and I barely had any sleep...perhaps I'm already used to working during night time and sleep during the day...so it kinda sux when you have to get up DAMN early and you've to fly all the way to the Poly...

Anyways, the orientation is kwl. Got to know some new tomodachi, and a "sexy" course coordinator. Lol, I gotta say, she's one helluva woman. She has what it takes to be a perfect comedian. She can crack jokes and make us laugh our ass off, and she doesn't show the slightest sign of laughter.

Ok here's what we did today. We went there and started our day drawing our favourite anime character(s) on some foam boards.

Well, there are fairy tale characters, L from Death Note, Lavi from D-Grayman, Itachi from Naruto...sill got some more I think.

I draw...who else...

Zaraki Kenpachi loh...

Wah lao but the painting part ruin some parts of the picture lah...sad sad sad...doesn't matter......

Here's the picture of our combined efforts...


Icastz's the name of our group. From the looks of the rest of the team's paintings, you gotta believe that they excel in drawings. My piece is the top part of "A".

If you die die also can't see, well here's a BIGGER piece for ya'...


Ok I know Kenpachi's a lil too blue. Those are actually the shadows, but I think I'm just not very good at that...

SOOO...just forgive me for making him feel...ya' know...blue...

This piece is done by Shi Wei...


Oh look! It's Spongebob just got ran over by a truck and spluttered his guts all over the place!

Kwl ain't it...oh I just love Gothic arts. But you've gotta agree with the fact that the patterns filled in the board is delicate. Not many people can draw abstract arts like those...

I said that this is gonna make a fine blog skin. However, I remembered that I didn't know how to make one.

Bo bian loh...see who can make blog skin, then I will just let him/her do the job...

Alright, now gotta go chiong assignments le...how sian......

Egyptian God Cards

Oh yeah, I have finally got my hands on the Egyptian God Cards of Yu-Gi-Oh GX Tag Force 2...thanks to Jin De. Got these 3 cards through trading. Traded 3 of my Toon Alligators for em.

Its a fair trade right? Lol, I think so too...;)

Lol...no matter, thanks man Jin De, you really helped me lots back there...

But I feel kinda guilty leh...if the traded cards are 3 Blue-Eyes White Dragon, the value will be different le...hah but he have already collected all the cards...so I guess it wouldn't mean much to him anyways...

Wished I had better cards for him...like that machiam cheating his cards leh. Maybe I'll think of some other ways to thank him...

Lol, talk about one helluva trade...

Insomnia...

I can't sleep......X(

Updated...

The Ric Flair tribute video is up again under the "Flair-well" post...

The start of the video is a picture of a cat, purpose is to camouflage the exact content of the video...which in this case, is 'Taker and Vince coming down to the ring to pay tribute to Flair. So don't tell me I got the wrong video up...

Hope the WWE will spare the video this time...

Credit:

Thanks PANDADJCK for uploading the video...

Aww...come on...

Ok...apparently, the video in the previous post of Ric Flair's tribute was taken down by WWE due to copyright matters...

Now, we just have to wait for "The Man" to upload the video once again, and I will upload it onto the "Flair-well" post...cos I wanna watch it again as well...

Flair-well

Gonna post about wrestling again today...so you can leave now if you're not interested...

You've been warned...

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A legendary icon has just left WWE...Richard Fleir, a.k.a the Nature Boy, Ric Flair...but I believe, he will come back one day...in a role different from a wrestler.

Flair's got a emotional night at the Hall Of Fame and Wrestlemania, where his career was ended by Shawn Michaels...unwillingly......

The match was stipulated in such a way that, should Flair lose any match from then on (I don't know which edition of RAW was it when the rule was laid down...), he MUST retire.

You can say that Naitch (short form for Nature Boy) had decided to retire long before the rule was established, and WWE have decided to let him retire with glory on the grandest stage of the sports entertainment. Thus, they made up a storyline that will make Naitch retire when he loses any match...

That's what I thought lah...

I watched the show, it was really an emotional night for Ric and his fans as the fans chanted "Thank You, Flair" and Flair lost it...

That, I say can't be fake...I mean after all he's in the wrestling industry for 35 years...I think...and when you are leaving the place where you have so much passion for, and fought so hard for it, you gotta feel kinda like...ya know...I will miss you that kind of feeling...

Here's a video captured after RAW went off air a couple of days ago, where the WWE Superstars pay tribute to Ric Flair.

Even The Undertaker (in case you don't know, he is the man in black trench coat and hat walking out at the beginning of the video) broke out of his dead man persona and embraced Flair, out of pure respect...

Forgive the guy who took the video, guess he got a lil carried away and kinda forgot that he's got a camera in his hand.

I love it when 'Taker got down to one knee and salutes Flair in his trademark pose...



The video not only showed you the departure of Flair, but have also showed you that no matter how "fake " wrestling can be, the friendship, and respect the wrestlers have for each other, are genuine...

Even if in reality, they hate each other to the core, I believe they will still have each other's respect...

Woooooo...