I'm bored...

Yup...I'm bored all right...

I wanna go out with my friends and stuff, but I just suck at organizing things...whenever I arranges a certain *beep*, something most likely will crop up, and it will be super bummerizing...

Nothing's fun at home...

All that's able to accompany me are my laptop and psp...but they can't keep me entertained at a long term basis...

Furthermore, I can't seem to enter Combat Arms normally recently. It just hangs on me upon entering the channel. Only if I'm lucky, can I proceed further...otherwise, I'm trapped...

All lonely again...

Emo Day

According to Shanderia da Waffles...today is Emo Day, for DMD Group 3 shall no longer be one anymore due to souls going into different specializations...

Well, everybody will still be under one roof, but it's not gonna be easy to meet as often as before, let alone hanging out with one another...

Some of us maybe will still be grouped together, but losing a member or 2 will take us some time to adapt. Just like Da Familia...in a couple of week's time, we're gonna lose a member, also known as Maria...the "maid" who was deprived of all human rights possible, terminating his 6 years contract with my Sista, and the rest of us...

Bet Sista's gonna miss him like hell when he's gone...

If Maria gone, all that's left in Da Familia is...

Baby Sista, "Fudgeface" Adabelle...

Shanderia da Waffles...

Lil Kiato-chan...Waikay "Cheesecake" Yong Kiat...

"Tohdrive" Angeline...I believe that she's part of the Familia since she SO close with the 3 of em...

And me, Vivian "Anaconda" Antonia...

Oh yeah, Clement's the part time Familia...

Therefore, that's all that is left of the clique...many more souls we know will not be joining us as well. It's kinda sentimental, but everybody's gotta leave eventually, don't they...

Hence, I'm told that people maybe suffering from SES (Sentimenalish Emotic Syndrome)...

Well...life goes on, and it's yet to be the end of the world, for I've yet to toss this world into the chaotic abyss. So people who are depressed over things like this, do cheer up.

Don't worry Sista, Maria's gonna find another owner who will mistreat him as well, so be at ease, for he will continue to be deprived off all human rights...

He's off to a better place...probably...

As a result of this day, I've changed the blog song to Candle Lights by BoA. No particular reasons, just that it sounded emo as well...

It's over...

The most exciting and anticipated day is finally over...

Stress is no longer a factor...at least for these couple of hours, it's not. What's gonna happen next? I dunno...but I will welcome it with my best of emotions...

I'm glad that the lecturers complimented on my video. There are flaws (DUH~~~), but they didn't condemn me right away as I half-expected. And thank you to all my peers who complimented on my portfolio. I'm flattered, and humbled by you guys. Be it compliment or criticism, I thank you. (No Clement, you don't belong to this category......just kidding! XD)

And MOST importantly...

Thank you to Angeline who came EXCEPTIONALLY early today just to pass me my sketchbook. Her time slot was at 1500, and she reached school at around 0930+/-. I'm so touched...

But I really appreciate it, and sorry for the trouble, when you could have gotten more sleep...

No matter, I'm proud of my work...all of em. Despite the fact that most of my peers have much better works than mine, namely...

*Ahem*...
*Ahem*...
*Ahem*...
*Ahem*...
*Ahem*...

There may be more...and I think you know who you are. =P

However, I'm glad for them as well, for all of us managed to pull through, and I believe their scores will not disappoint them...at least not by a big margin. The bottom line is, hopefully everyone's happy...

Well...all souls deserve a good rest from now on. Gotta replenish all the energy that's lost through the months...

That means...hibernating...

The day is here...

Today shall be a day for all to remember...for we've tore down every single possible obstacle before us, and are proceeding to the next step of assessment...an event which will take place in a few hours time.

WOOO~~~

Never felt lighter...managed to clear all assignments in 1 night, and printed everything today...with that, I believe that this semester is officially concluded...all that's left is tomorrow's execution.

Kinda shag...a lil dizzy and all. Damaged inflicted further upon landing my eyes on my friends' works. I feel so sad loh...their standard is so damn higher lah. Emox3 liao...

No matter, a rainbow managed to brighten my day...

No Shan, there are no ponies trotting on the clouds...

So a rainbow fiesta started and we began taking pictures...all of us present, namely...

Baby Sista' (XD)...

Kiato-chan...

Angeline...

Xian the "Maria"...

and Yours Faithfully, the Devil himself...


Kwl, ain't em...

There are 2 actually, with the second one on much lower opacity. Thus, only one can be clearly seen. AND, it's the clearest rainbow I've ever seen in my entire life...so we came up with a theory that we'll score good marks for tomorrow's assessment, credit goes to the rainbow...

Well...hopefully that will be the case...

Bean in HELL!

Combat Arms

Not a bad night for me tonight...for I've enjoyed myself...somehow...

Thanks to the preaching of my peers, and my weak will to succumb over game temptations, I started playing Combat Arms today...a game which I thought I would not touch...

Well...I've gotta admit, I'm not all that please when I just started out. It suck big time getting killed ALL the time, and you don't get to do a shit...

Firstly, my aiming is SO bad that even I just couldn't bear to continue watching.

Secondly, I have no strong FPS game background, neither did I interact with the game before...

These 2 factors are thus why I didn't really want to play the game. Furthermore, you'll drag your team down with ya if you kicked your own bucket too much...and I hate that, regardless of whether my comrades hate me for it or not...

However, I think I got a slight hang of it after a lil while. I managed to land a couple of head shots. I'm happy with that...and I managed to promote from a trainee to a recruit by 1 night. Far from what I've expected.

But most importantly, thank you to my dear friends for cutting me some slacks, allowing me to grasp the game bit by bit...intentionally or not, I thank you.

Am I addicted?

I really wonder...

The answer shall be revealed tomorrow...

Heart Of Sword on piano...

2 pretty melodious pieces of the song, Heart Of Sword done on piano. Flat out awesome, I would say...



I like the above version pretty much, but I kinda prefer the following version. Unfortunately, it's not a complete piece. I'll be looking forward to it's complete version.

Mood swings...again...

First of all...thank you to Shan for the eyeliner again. The $0.90 that you didn't accept shall go to the next lollipop. Remind me about it. =)

Slight flu today, plus my throat feels sticky and tight...damn super uncomfortable...ahh who cares. Managed to clear more of my animation today, not much, but I'm almost there...hopefully...

OH YEAH! I ATE DURIAN TODAY!

Yes...durian in school...just plain satisfying loh. But the durian/longan ice combo's not really that compatible. However, it's still enjoyable...

THEN~~~

The feeling came again...

Dunno why lah...when Kiato-chan (XD) started to talk about the "Tonight, I celebrate my love for you" song, I sad again liao. No, no...I'm not saying that there's anything wrong with him talking about it. It's just...

DAMN!

Emo loh...

Went home alone, like the way I've always did in the past...

Now...the past events are making their way back to me again...I hate it when it does that......

EMO...
EMo...
Emo...
emo...
emO...
eMO...
EmO...
eMo...

Vivian "Anaconda" Antonia

I'm starting to shed skin on my face, shoulders and back like nobody's business...

Perhaps I've exposed em to too much STRONG sunlight of the burning hours at noon on Friday...

Happy Valentine's Day

Wishing a Happy Valentine's Day to all couples, and everybody out there, even if you're still chaste...I mean single...but it's just not a day applicable to me...

Nonetheless, I would like to say this from one person to another, to a lady who is one of the few turning points of my life...a Happy Valentine's Day to you...

Here's a song dedicated to each and everyone of you lovebirds, not forgetting of course those who are still single, and fortunately did not suffer the same fate as I did...

Friday the 13th...

I didn't really noticed that today is Friday the 13th until somebody blurted it out...forgot who though...

No matter, it looks like today's my lucky day, for nothing has really gone wrong. I'm not screwed by anybody, and most importantly, I got my sketchbook back...

Too bad Clement...LOL!

A day which may be the date when my satanic ego is of maximum dominance...the very date when I may find my 3rd victim, or probably...some decent fighter may appear before me...

HOWEVER~~~

The most accursed of dates is only the next day...

For tomorrow...it's Valentine's Day. A freak like me who has never been in a relationship before, and my first love, a feeling which has lasted for 7 years+/- (including this year) being a failure, for I never managed to get any closer to her than friends...the feeling of being single, while others have their moral supporting partners...

It's a pain way too much, even for a masochist like me to withstand...

Geez...

How many more years must I suffer this pain of recalling the one lady who totally caught my attention...but didn't turn out to be someone whom I can share my weals and woes with...

Not that there's anything wrong with that...

After all...I did hurt her once before...the one sin which I could never erase...

Tch...

Anyways...a thank you to Shan for keeping a lookout for an eyeliner like I requested...shall pay ya back for that......

A LOLLIPOP!

Hah...don't worry, I won't let you incur a loss de...

Why villains rulez...

A small reminder to myself and all souls out there, why I've decided to take the path which most wouldn't...the sinful road of a villain...

Though I didn't really carried it out as planned, for I guess...I'm bound by the sins and debts I've accumulated all this while, and I'm currently trying to clear em. Thus, my failure to be the ultimate villain...

No matter, my ambition is still burning within me...as soon as I'm done clearing up my debt for this and my previous life, I shall then unleash all hell!

Now...to you mortals out there, behold...for the reason why evil has been the more dominant force in most aspects of life...shall be revealed...

Jeopardized

For the first time in a long while, I felt so threatened...

I myself think that I produce slightly better work when I'm working last minute...sometimes though. But today, quality work ain't the main concern. For today, I'm supposed to produce the storyboard, and receive approval...on the same day, I need to produce the final board.

Failure to do so, you might fail...

Hell...I don't wanna redo this studio project...it's one helluva pain in the arse...

Ok lah...maybe because I lazy, then never really did it at home, but mainly it's to prevent myself from doing double work, for Ms Gail MIGHT need me to make certain changes.

So~~~

I kinda struggled for the rest of the day, as the dateline is set on the day itself, 1700...

As the time draws nearer, I'm still trying my best to finish shading my final board...at wit's end, Xian called Ms Gail for a slight time extension, for my grades' not the only one hanging on a thread. So is lil Sista, Yong Kiat, Angeline, Xian, and Chong Huan.

Luckily, she permitted the time extension. Thus, the new dateline is 1800. Which seems more than enough...when I'm done with the work that is...

So done up with final board...photocopied...asked for Ms Gail's autograph...and I'm safe...somehow, I wish that I am...it's around 1740+/-...

Eventually, we survived...

Tomorrow onwards, it's animation, and designing of CD cover etc...

Gotta sleep as much as I can...though it doesn't really seem possible, but I most definitely gonna need it...

I've had enough...

Ok...I'm merely venting my frustrations here. Souls out there don't get offended, for I'm not referring to any of you...

I've had enough of these...

You get pissed over something so trivial, and you begin throwing your temper. You raised your voice at me when I know absolutely nothing, and did absolutely nothing wrong about anything.

True, bro may have tossed something you needed badly. That cost money and you felt a lil pity since we're not rich, and we're trying to reuse whatever we have that does not seems in use. But you do can talk to him about it, can't you? Do you have to rant about it so much that even the opposite blocks know of our issue?

That's just plain ridiculous lah...

Now, the thing is, I didn't know when and how bro got rid of that stuff. But you started questioning me like I'm in the wrong. You should know my temper, I don't like people maligning me, neither do I like people raising their voices at me...if they do, I will definitely not back down without retaliating...

You know that, and I told you before...

Yet?

You gave me the look I despised the most. What are you trying to prove, huh? You're the monarch of this household, so it's just for you to throw your weights around?

I shot back, you will start making it looks like I'm in fault for standing up for myself. But if I remain silent, you assume that I'm afraid...that I'm weak...that I'm a loser to you, and you will continue acting like the dowager.

I bet with you lah...

If dad was here, you WOULDN'T DARE to do all these things. If fact, you would even wanna reconsider you actions. I bet my life on it.

You may be the wife of Wan Poh Weng, and may think that you can turn nasty on anyone who pisses you off...

Well lemme tell you this now...

I'm the SON of Wan Poh Weng, and I will not hesitate to strike anybody who gets on my nerve. I've got the urge to do so on ya before, don't think I'll hold back forever...so don't fucking push your luck. Think people will back down when you turn nasty, I WON'T!

Try me...

I may not outfight you because I'm your son after all, and my bros will side you for sure de, but I am certain that I will not back down without a fight. Cos, I'm no longer the weak lil kid prone to your scoldings and beatings...

Screw it...

Potential Match

It seems that the main event is set for the grandest stage at Wrestlemania...

A main event ain't necessary have to be a title defense, be it the most prestigious gold in the brand. A main event is what captivates the audience, and possesses the quality that is able to etch the entire event deep into their minds.

In my opinion, this match's gonna be a all time classic.

Icon VS Icon...

Legend VS Legend

Battle of the future Hall Of Famers...

The Phenom VS Heartbreak Kid...

The Undertaker VS Shawn Michaels...

Needless to say, I believe you guys know who am I gonna root for. =P

17-0!

Oh I just love matches like this. And yes, I know if the match does take place, it's all setup from a storyline...but I still like it a whole lot anyhow. Why? Because it's entertainment.

A fan made promo that is neatly done...

Never liked waking up early...

For the first time in a long while, I'm able to wake up early...reluctantly though.

But as usual, something disappointing always pops up whenever I sacrifice my peaceful slumber...this time, it's the school's lab are locked out and even the year 2s are not granted access to em, which totally defeated the purpose of me crawling up early lah...

But I wouldn't say it's for nothing...

At least I get to return Xian's Wacom pen, which I mistakenly took, and I've also found out that my sketchbook is now with Fernanders.

Well...that's a relieve...or is it?

Done and over with...

Today marks the last day of all modules, and the start of studio project. As usual, all remaining assignments are due today...by right though. However, I didn't managed to submit my Maya...so suay loh, gotta go back to school tomorrow...

But I'm pretty satisfied with what I've done for Maya. It's not really that perfect, but it's my best work thus far.

Despite the lightened burden, something unfortunate happened...

I LOST MY SKETCHBOOK!

I forgot who last touched it. Clement wanted to draw another version of the Golden-maned Lion King, and Shan's next. But I dunno what happened after that.

Wah lao...

All my drawings inside loh...supposedly can go in my portfolio de sia. Let's just hope that it's still inside the animation lab tomorrow...

Dragon King craze...

The post today's gonna be more than just Caramelldansen. Actually, I'm reaching the limit in trying to find different varieties of the video clip. But now, I'm gonna share some pictures before going further into that...

So, it all started when I was late for 3D...again. My attendance is reaching the debarment zone le...hopefully the lecturers will overlook that for today. After 3D, lunched and off to do some work. Shan then flashed the drawings she did, and I decided to approach her and see if she can help me with designing the costume for my characters...

So for my personal sketchbook, where all my characters reside, I drew the 4 Guardians of the Ming Sect from the Heavenly Sword and Dragon Blade novel...

Since the Purple Dress Dragon King is a female, and I'm not all that good at drawing woman's clothes, I have ta approach Shan loh. =P

Yappari, she didn't disappoint me.

But that doesn't end there, as Clement, Angeline and my Sista joined in and decided to draw a different version of the Dragon King. So here are the results...

Apologies for the bad quality...

My version...


Shan's version...


Clement's version...


Angeline's version...powerful as usual...


My dear lil sister's version...cute right?


So yeah...I got pwned...

But no matter, I will not rest here, for stronger opponents are what makes fights and competitions more challenging and fun...

Anyway, diaoed in school for dog-knows-how-long, and the clique, namely...

Sista...

Yong Kiat...

Clement...

Zhi Xian...

Li Ying...

Zhen Ying...

And me...

Went off to AMK Subway, while Shan and Angeline went off in a different direction for a better future...and there, in subway, we got our food, and took a......picture, yeah, a picture...


TA-DA!

Kwl right...

It's 6 foot-longs and 1 6-inch...and yeah, that's Clement's hand...I mean who else would be so ge siao de. Right~~~?

Ok...that's about it. So let's get high with Caramelldansen again! However, today's clip shall be a lil different from the past videos, for today, it's Sims characters dancing, though it's still Final Fantasy guys, but they're no longer chibified...at least for now...

So enjoy, and start cursing and swearing at me.



Well? You souls hate me now, don't ya. HAHA! SAIKO DA ZE!

Continue dansen...

Gaara and Lee will tell ya the rest of the story...it's only 24 seconds, so try ta catch what they are saying. =P

Dansen spree x2

To all you souls out there, it's another fine day...night would probably be more appropriate. Anyway, I, as your sadistic, satanic, masochistic, misanthropic, sick, twisted, maniacal, screwed up in the brain and evil owner of this unearthly grave, shall present thee something way beyond your wildest imagination...

Something that I don't even believe I'm actually showing...

CARAMELLDANSEN! STARRING ZIDANE & VIVI!

Dansen Spree!

For the 3rd consecutive post, I shall present yet again, another Caramelldansen clip...this time featuring...

L! WITH A LOLLIPOP!