An old friend...

Met with good ole' Jon just an hour or 2 ago. It's great to see your good old friends after such a long while.

Although we just met for like a couple of minutes to pass him the Diablo II disk, it's more than enough to see if your friends are doing fine or not. At least I know that he's coping with pressure just fine, and learnt that he's got tests next week.

Good luck for your tests Jon!

I can't believe I'm doing this...

Nothing much worth talking about for today...except for 1 thing though. The very one thing that ruined my image as a sadistic "freak", as I'm portrayed as a sadistic "human" today. So damn disappointed...

It all happened when Sista', Vanessa, Yong Kiat, Zhi Xian, Clement and me were discussing if we should stay back to complete some work.

Finally...Sista' and Clement decided to continue with their work, while Yong Kiat, Vanessa and me decided to go home. Zhi Xian was neutral...and the most innocent victim of the whole incident.

So Vanessa and I started pulling Xian towards the bus-stop while Sista' attempted to stop us. The worst thing ever happened to Xian was when I'm pulling him on one end while Sista' on the other...

His arms are kinda hurt...so we're actually inflicting more damage to em...and it went to the extent when my right elbow was dragged into the damage calculations as well...and my elbow ain't in the best of conditions either...

After some time, we finally made it to the outdoors nearing the bus-stop, and we're still pulling and dragging...

We pulled hairs...

We pulled shirts...

We pulled bags...

We pulled belts...

It's literally a mobile tug-of-war...and it continued all the way to the road.

So Xian got dragged in and out from both parties for several times...

Vanessa's pretty enthu in pulling everybody home. Hah...gotta give her credit for that...for I'm kinda out of the equation when the tugging hit the outdoors.

Mainly, I coughed most of my energy away since I have yet to recover from it, and secondly...it's kinda queer for a male to pull another male in any way, for it looks......gay...

But I assure you, I'm not...

But finally, the "home party" prevailed, and everybody got dragged home...with Yong Kiat doing nothing but talking on his phone throughout the whole event, and Vanessa doing most of the tuggings.

I'm pretty drained now...

HP's running low, so is my mana...plus I'm still slowly coughing my life away...slowly but surely...

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I wanna play Final Fantasy Dissidia so damn badly......

Happy Birthday, Terry!

It has passed midnight...

I shall therefore wish my 2nd bro, Terry, a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

I wonder if he received my message I sent a few minutes ago...

Kankene daro...

Tanjobi omedeto gozaimasu! Ni-san!

Screwed and more screw...

I shall conclude that today I've been doing nothing but waste time in school...

I'm supposed to attend the lecture today, and guess what...

I overslept...

Hence losing attendance for 2 modules. So...I tried to reach school as quickly as possible, hoping that I can go home as soon as I'm done.

Good for Xian and Kiat. They're not alone...Group 3 had more representatives than I thought there would be. So off for lunch and went to chiong Maya shortly after.

I thought it could be done pretty quickly as it looked kinda simple.

Hell I'm dead wrong...

I spent 3 stinking hours sitting on the chair, stoning at the monitor, and all I get was...

Crap...crap and more crap...

Redo...redo and more redo...

At the end of the day, I deleted whatever crap I had done...and decided to hate the world before heading home.

I mean...I'd rather do things last minute, under a pressurizing atmosphere (though I don't enjoy this method of doing things) and produce some "nice" work compared to what I'll produce before a certain deadline.

If I were to complete my work before the given deadline, I'll assume that it's a piece of nice crap and need no further amendments. Even if there's a need to touch up on certain areas, I wouldn't be bothered because I'm not in the mood, a.k.a lazy, as I'll think that there will be PLENTY of time to smoothen the edges. In the end, I will submit a piece of crap which is crappier than what will be done last minute...it happens almost all the time...

So yeah...I've actually went to school today JUST to submit my storyboard assignment...which merely took minutes.

Therefore, the bottomline is that...I'm screwed again...

Damn it...DAMN IT!!!

This has gotta be one of the most fed up moment I've ever encountered...

By right, I should be able to sleep a couple of hours more tomorrow, since there's no Digital Imaging tutorial, and the lectures' like...2 hours? When we bump into such occasions...typical DMD Group 3 will pwn school and grab more sleep...while we'll "hire" some unlucky soul to tap our cards for us...

Yes...I'm supposed to be one of those lucky buggers...UNFORTUNATELY!

I have to turn up tomorrow to hand in my Storyboard assignment, which is supposed to be due 1800 today...and since I didn't manage to submit my work before the deadline, as I have to get some approval from the lecturer before I get screwed big time in my grades...I have to like...hand it in tomorrow...

SO~!

I will have to attend lecture tomorrow with only 2 other guys, whom are rather noble to sacrifice themselves for the rest of the group...

Thus...Zhi Xian, Yong Kiat and me...are the honorable representatives of DMD Group 3 to attend the 2 hours lecture...and just a side note, I'm DAMN RELUCTANT to be THAT kind of representative...it just suck big time lah.

And despite their undying spirit of selflessness...I believe Xian's and Kiat's opinions are not that different from mine...

So...yeah...I'm screwed......

DAMN!

Videos and more videos...

The third consecutive video post...

I dunno if I've actually posted these videos before, and I'm too damn lazy to track back and check...so I'll just assume that I haven't. At the same time, I can increase the number of posts in here.

Part 1...



Part 2...



Don't tell me you don't understand what the hell is going on. I believe everybody can at least make out the most obvious of vulgarities which we've grasped fairly easily during some point of our lives...

Well...just don't blame me if any of your virgin brains are corrupted, although I'm responsible for it...

XD

CHEERS!

Rejected...

Ok...another video post. This time, it's a video which is shown during the animation lecture, and I managed to find it on Youtube...EASILY!

Rejected by Don Hertzfeldt...

What has this world come to...

A Final Fantasy VII Advent Children "joke" video...

It's just some video showing Cloud and company watching the very movie they starred...and talking some trash at the same time...



It's kinda lame...but overall, it's still a piece of fine art...

Anyways...before I forget again...

An advance happy birthday to Shan, and a SUPER advance birthday to Vanessa. Cheers!

4E4!!!

Ya...I know I just blogged like a couple of hours ago. So forgive my nearly 24/7 blogger spirit, ok?

It's just that my nostalgia symptoms are acting up again, so I'm gonna blog about it...

A photo of Damai 4E4 of 2007...


Credit goes to Jon for uploading the picture on his blog...although his presence is minimized in the picture as Fadhlina's head has eclipsed his...ain't really nice, but that's our classic Jon. Still a pretty shy boy then lol. K lah. Don't spoil your image le. He's shy...but kwl. ;)

Wee Ming is unblockable as usual...given his height. No, not the scarfed "lady"...but the one beside him...

Xue Qian's being pretty popular among the ladies I guess lol. Long time since I last saw him. But I doubt he's got any troubles with life now. A carefree soul whose studies is never a problem, as well as his social life.

Jun had longer hair now compared to the photo...DUH?! Met him recently anyways...and he's another no trouble guy. Still hot over basketball definitely...I bet that's never gonna change...

Then there's Wei Ying and Xiao Yun, the founders of the Nun Club...and a couple of poor souls, against their will, were abducted into that organization.

POW-DER-HUL, ain't it...

Then we have our dear Loewe emoing at the corner of the picture...

Dunno why...

No matter...he's a total different person now loh...as in looks. The difference of hair length is the MOST obvious of all changes lah...heh a guy who never runs out of lady luck...

Think that's all, right?

Oh oh oh oh!

YONG KIAT! YOUR YVONNE IS INSIDE THERE! CAN YOU SEE HER? :D

WEEE...you guys can't see me...can't find me, can't find me lol...

I doubt that's gonna be the case anyways...

Guess that's all...tomorrow is gonna be yet another shag shag shag SHAG day for me...zzz

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That reminds me......

I don't see Ming De in the picture......

NEXT WEEK!

Alright...I'm really looking forward to next Wednesday...

Why?

Because next week, Bleach's gonna feature the captains breaking into Hueco Mundo, and the defeat of several Espadas is drawing ever closer. But before that, today's episode is one helluva classic as well.

Those who watched it should know why...

*WARNING*

*ONLY TO THOSE WHO HAVEN'T WATCHED THE MOST RECENT EPISODE OF BLEACH*

Since I don't know how to do the "highlight to read thingy"...you guys would just have to skip the following paragraph or 2 to avoid any damage to be inflicted on your innocent spoiler-free minds...

Pesche Guatiche stuffed his hand into his loincloth, and was digging something out from it, and Szayel Aporro was like giving the most jiao face I've ever seen an Espada would put on. When it's shown slightly what Pesche was pulling out from his loincloth, the "thing" shined, and was then covered black...with the shape resembling a certain thing that IS beneath a man's underwear...only to reveal that it's a...

Sword...

Oh I just love that part...

Ok ok that's all for Bleach...

Now to share a few tips with all you single emos who are so damn desperate to bang some skins out there...male or female, how to score yourself a guy or a gal...

Too bad...those tactics don't really apply to me. Thus...I'm still alone and rotting...only to get more miserable as I grow...

First off...for the gals...



Kwl stuff huh? Hah...it's not too late for you to turn back now, ya know. If you're staying, I won't be responsible for any mishap that shall befall on ya...

Now for the guys...

Part 1



Part 2



That's sure some helluva tips you would almost never get from the mouth of a mere mortal...

NCC BBQ

Not much happened during school today...except listening to lectures and touching up our Digital Imaging assignment...

Arj then informed me that there will be a small BBQ today. Since I've done some work after all, I decided to go loh. So after Digital Imaging, zao as fast as I could back to Damai.

Feels kinda...strange, when back in Damai...

It's sorta nostalgic...but also not really all that excited...maybe because it's evening time, and the whole school is nearly empty. Headed to the atrium and all the NCC cadets are there having multiple small BBQ in groups.

One of the first things I heard when I reached there was, "WOOAAHH".

Probably because of my hair and eyeliner...I roughly know how Mr Cho will react le. So I put down my stuff and headed towards him. He ji tao is, "Wah lao eh...you're no student of mine! :)"...in a jokingly way though.

He's a pretty capable CO, because he has nurtured 2 delinquents with OBVIOUS properties shown...which is Edmund and me...since we're the only ones with long and tinted hair.

WE'RE PROUD OF YOU MR CHO!

AND YOU SHOULD BE PROUD OF WHAT YOU'VE PRODUCED!!! ;P

Ok lah...he didn't produce us...it's just that we had a change of heart, and decided to turn towards the wilder side. But seriously, he's a one of a kind CO. He's fierce when he's reprimanding you...like he did when I was only Sec 1...but when you're his subordinate, as in taken over the company, he can really open up and talk to you about loads of stuff, while cracking jokes at the same time.

As far as I can see, his tasks remained the same as before...

Trying to get Andy to lose weight...

Trying to get Heng Chang to jio a gal he introduced...

Trying to get Emmanuel to tone down his activities a lil...

Trying to get Edmund to stop his "gay" ways...

Trying to get me to cut my hair...

And of course...trying to get me to give up on Stelene...since he's like super friend with her and some other gals...and guys too DUH?! And seeing that I don't stand much chance in successfully jioing her...he told me..."Give up lah..."

A quote which I have adopted and applied in my life...I believe a lot of ya have heard me chanting that line...

The topic about her is still labeled as taboo...but I can't seem to be able to avoid that much when the speaker is him...guess it will take even longer for these things to sink in or drift away...

Bumped into Li Juan...she's another weird one...

*Take a close look*

"Oh, Antony ah!"

*Looking at my ponytail*

"Wah put eyeliner ah"

......

There's nothing's wrong with the speech...but she's looking at my ponytail, and she's talking about my eyeliner which is on my eyes at the front, while my tail is at the back...

But one thing's never changed...she is still as energetic as ever...

Anyways...didn't snap much pictures since everybody's running around, and Mr Cho is kinda...anti-camera...but here's some...

Edmund managed to escape from being snapped in...thus only Andy's in it...


The "Pit"...


So decided to go home since I don't intend to miss the last bus and walk home...neither do I plan to cab home. and I realized something...

Mr Raj still doesn't look please with me sia. He still have those big eyes staring at me loh. I walked passed him, then he bio my hair. I think he's thinking," I wished I could have caught him for long hair...but he's no longer a Damaian...". Or he's like trying to wish me away or something.

Let's see who have targeted me for my hair throughout that 4 years...

Mr Loh (Former Principal)...

Mr Ang (Ex Vice Principal)...

Mr Gabriel Chin...

MISS KOH! (The woman who would catch almost anything that's wrong on me...from ear studs and ankle socks to tucked out shirt and hair, but she eventually became my savior for she tutored me and some of my other friends geography before the "O" Levels...)

MR EDWIN CHO! He's just like..."Cut your hair...cut your hair...cut your hair" Lol...it's still kinda funny when I think of how he made that face while trying to persuade me in cutting my hair or pull up my socks...

Then there was Mr Raj...our dear discipline master...

All those memories...good or bad...is still here...I wonder why...

Never mind, so I'm walking to the bus stop with Heng Chang, and I came across 2 cats in a rather queer...yet comfy posture...


The picture ain't clear, but you should be able to make out 1 cat piling itself atop of the other, with the legs touching the ground, mind you...the feline's not completely on top of the other party...

No doubt...they are making "WHOOPIE"...

I mean cats won't climb on top of the other cat just for the fun of it, will they? So if that ain't the case...obviously they're making "WHOOPIE".

Guess that's all for today...DAMN! I bushed...

Money not enough...DUH?!

NUUUUU!!!

I'm hallucinating about everything I wanted to buy...they just keep pestering me, and I can't seem to be able to soothe my soul until I get em...which is impossible as I've spent whatever amount that I've saved again...

Sh*t...

Hate it whenever I spend everything after saving up an amount...

Wah piang eh...heart damn itchy sia...

Let's see what I intend to get...

1. MMA Stopper Gloves
2. Sephiroth's Masamune
3. Trench coat
4. Presents
5. New shoes/boots
6. New shirt and pants
7. New bag
8. Future expenses on school stuff
9. TATTOOS!!!

Not a very long list...but the total cost make me feels like hanging myself...

I wanted to get the top 3 items the most, and it's a must to get number 4, can't give it a miss regardless the reason, especially when you made a promise...but I'm kinda having trouble now...no matter, I'll try my best to fulfill em...

The last one I really wanna get lah...but it's the most expensive of all the items loh. People say that I'll regret putting em later in my life. True, I may regret, but knowing that I'll regret about it ain't gonna stop me. I have too much regrets in my life, another regret or 2 won't make a difference to me...

As long as I'm doing whatever I wanna do, I don't mind regretting later, no matter if the people start gloating over my remorse...

It's sian de loh...I've got a list ready, but I didn't have enough funds to satisfy myself...other than my weekly allowance, I don't think I'm gonna take more money from the family...the cold war is still on, and I don't intend to take the blame for the matter, neither do I intend to make peace...

SOOO...

It's gonna take me some time to get at least 1/2 of the desired items.

Aww man...another sleepless night for me I guess...

What's important?

Ain't having any good times for nearly a week now...

Fancy picking a fight with me just because I'm not sleeping. I have a lot on my mind...from the bad to the worst. From friendship to kinship...from people close to me to the one I loved...a lot has been on my mind.

Refreshing my memories on the sins I've committed...recalling the moments of betrayal. How the hell am I gonna sleep with all these on my mind...

And here comes someone who apparently got provoked by whatever there is outside, and started ranting random shit at me...blaming almost everything on me for not sleeping...

SCREW YOU MAN!!!

What does you having difficulty to sleep have to do with me...

What does my sleep have to do with house chores...

What does my sleep have to do with not helping you with certain stuff...

All these seems unrelated to a large extent loh...

Now the problem is...you got pissed outside, don't come home and start to vent your anger at me. I have my own ass to trouble about...don't act as if you're the only person suffering from the worst of grievance. I can easily tell you, we're on the same boat. My situation ain't anywhere better than yours...so quit assuming that just because you bumped into something bad, you can have the rights to raise your voice at me. Regardless if you're the president or my mother...

And here's a big thank you to a guy who has shielded the ole' lady from my rebukes...especially when she started tossing things around, and you just stood there looking all fierce and stuff, only to confront me when I throw something at the wall...

You guys cornered a teenager in a handicap situation, and you both just start to reprimand him even if I'm the innocent party...

How fair is that...

The cold war ain't intense...but it just irritates me when I'm given that fucked up look of yours...think you're the only one mad? Hell you're dead wrong...I'm definitely pissed as well DAMN IT!

All these ridiculous things just because I'm pondering over many matters, and didn't catch any sleep...

Tch...what a total waste of my time...

At least I'm feeling better today compared to yesterday...but still not really in the mood to do loads of things...

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To Vanessa...

I know you're really at your limit already. I'm sorry for not being able to help you in anyway or give you any friendly advice...for I'm not really someone who has any say in this matter...but I CAN share some of your burden. Share your load among your friends...

Pass on some to me...share some with the rest too.

Yong Kiat...

Zhi Xian...

Addy...

Shi Wei...

Evone...

Even someone as no good as Jim (jk jk)...

Share your problem with anyone you deem as a friend, or someone capable of assisting you in any aspects. I strongly believe that they have no reason to turn you away, neither do they need a reason to reject you...

Like I said before, I'm not the best of advisers there is, but I can be a good listener at times...

I may not be in the best of moods recently... and although it doesn't really show completely...but you can bet your ass that I'll always be there whenever you need someone to talk to...

If you don't like that idea because I'm too egoistical or loathsome, I can understand that...but do turn to the other guys if you need anybody, and when you don't want the person sharing your troubles to be me...

I can't really fully understand your pain since I'm not in such a position before...but do cheer up, gal. I know you're a strong lady, and you ain't about to break that image of yours...right? n_n*

Gambatte ne...Vanessa...

A lil trade appreciated...

A small thank you again to Shan who sold me an eyeliner...which looks expensive to me...at a rather low price.

Thanks a bunch, gal. *n_n*

Damaians together...one night only...

A pretty relaxed day for a change...

Storyboard ain't that stressful this time since I'm able to grasp the concept a lil better than the previous topics. So, it ain't much trouble. Typography's pretty slack also...for once. We were given 15 minutes break as we came straight from the previous class. So a couple of us decided to eat some food before continuing.

And as usual...we kinda dragged the break time a lil further. Can't help it, can we? We can't really squeeze all the food down in 10 minutes can we...since we definitely will have some things to talk about...and excluding the waiting and walking time.

And can you believe it...

I got one of the highest for the typography quiz...not something worth showing off, neither am I flaunting it...it's just that...I cua tio loh. I didn't really study for it, only browsing through em...and I managed to secure a 17 for the quiz...

If only I could do this for my "O" Levels...

No matter, got the exercise done. Pretty neat I'll say...

Next went for dinner, and parted ways...

Andy called when I'm reaching home, saying Edmund's jioing us down Mac there. I thought tio dai ji sia. So met up Andy and found Edmund in Mac...slacking...

Zzz...

All that excitement for nothing lol.

Chatted a lil bit, and realized Edmund picked up smoking as well. So took a stick and puffed outside. Woo...finally. How long has it been eh? I wonder.

Anyways...met Loewe in the Mac later on. Sia lah...his hair damn...and I mean DAMN thick! Adding the length, all you can see is a lil bit of his left face nia...the area exposed is so much lesser than mine if I let down my fringe loh. Real amazed, but not really surprised...since he's one of the dudes in our class who always keeps long hair, and also always refuses to cut his hair...

I'm shocked to see him, and he's shocked to see me...due to my eyeliner I guess...

Lol...then met up with more Damaians nearby. Kar Juan, Chun Keat and Roy. Next, went to petal garden...more Damaians there. Jun's definitely there for the basketball. So is Jian Ji, Liang Yu and gang, and some other senior Damaians.

Damai style basketball is still as intense as ever I see...

Had my last stick and off back home...

Thanks a lot Edmund...you sure know how to pry open my appetite...

REC! SAIKO DA!

I'm so damn high now!

Just finished watching Rec, a horror movie recommended by Sheng Yang. Though everything's in Spanish, and I can't freaking understand what the hell they're blabbering about, I pretty much enjoy the movie.

Reason being that you would assume the position of the cameraman (yes...a guy acting as a cameraman in the movie) filming the whole show, and then you will witness first hand the horrors that awaits you. And for those who don't know what's coming, you're in for a big surprise. I just love the scenes that caught me off guard and startled me. I wouldn't say it's "entirely" scary...it's more off...shocking and thrilling. There's suspense in the air.

When everything is dark, you know something's gonna pop out, but you don't know when...and the darkness ain't a short blackout...it seemed to have engulfed the whole place for quite a long period of time before bringing back the lights...

It's just...DAMN!

I seriously love this movie. It freaks me out, and I love the sensation. It's filled with blood...ok maybe not that much, but it's not of small quantity either...

A must watch for all...young and old, males and females, kids and adults...living and the dead. It's definitely one of the best there is.

Ahh...haven't enjoyed such a splendid showcase for a long while. I can't wait for my downloads of Saw and Quarantine (English version of Rec.) to complete...

Tanoshimi...totemo tanoshimi...hisashiburi da na...

Happy Birthday Jim and Angeline!

Yesterday's a shag, yet fun day...

Didn't catch any sleep the night before last night, therefore I'm pretty down and out during school time. Almost slept throughout the whole 3 hours of lecture. I've been drifting in and out of consciousness many times...

Next, we prepared for Jim's and Angeline's lil birthday celebration. Shi Wei's got the cake...and of course some magic candles that will rekindle itself. ;P

The cake...


Evone then came down with Jim. Jim no fun de loh...so fast spoil surprise liao...

But that ain't the only surprise we had in stored for him anyway...

So sang birthday song for Jim and Angeline, and we all agreed that Angeline only needs to blow 1 candle, while Jim shall extinguish all the other ones...including the magic candles. n_n

Everybody was like laughing so hard when the flames came back after Jim blew off the flames on the magic candles for the time being...

Jim stoning at the cake...


Lol we spent most of the time watching Jim suffering. Finally he bek cek already, and the candle's left only the base, but it ain't over! Jim was demanded to remove the candles with his mouth. Think he ate a lil bit of wax...you have my utmost respects, Jim.


Jim and Angeline...


Job done...so off to eat cake. Then "backstage"...some of us guys and Vanessa (who's super enthu into screwing Jim to the core), planned to carry him off somewhere, initially we planned to carry him to the swimming pool next to us and toss him in...but got security guard. Sian loh. So plan changed to a regular practice in Vanessa's Secondary School.

But before that, Shi Wei and Vanessa smashed a piece of cake on each of their hands into Jim's...well face DUH?!

He went off to wash up...and we got ready for plan B...

He came out, and Clement made the first strike...the rest of us then grabbed his limbs and headed to the playground. Fernanders and I attempted to open his legs and let him go in between the pillar...or whatever you call it. But Jim ah...quite smart I should say, scissored the pillar so it ain't easy to pry open his legs...

But no matter...his grapefruits are still intact...

Finally after dinner, Chong Huan, Evone and Sheng Yang began to talk about previous lives and the karma. From there...we expanded our topic to spouses and steads......a super difficult topic, but I can't just walk away, can I...then from there, we talked about blood type.

Loads of random stuff...but I think chatting like this let one's soul to relax and interact more with others...think it's a good thing bah...

Lazy talk about today...

Think I'll go sleep more...I still lack loads of em...

Tough job...

Ok...Vanessa's got a task for me...and since I owe the whole world a living, I can't seem to reject it...and I don't see why I should anyway...

Sa...here goes...

Every girl dreams that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. Even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in one's life...

• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
• leave her cute text notes.
• kiss her in front of your friends.
• tell her she looks beautiful.
• look into her eyes when you talk to her.
• let her mess with your hair.
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES.
• look at her like she's the only girl you see.
• tickle her even when she says stop.
• hold her hand when you're around your friends
• be the one to take her hand, don't make her reach for you
• be the one to call her, don't make her always call you
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
• let her fall asleep in your arms.
• get her mad, then kiss her.
• tease her and let her tease you back
• stay up all night with her when she's sick.
• watch her favorite movie with her.
• kiss her forehead.
• give her the world
• write her letters.
• let her wear your clothes.
• when she's sad, hang out with her.
• let her know she's important.
• let her take all the photos she wants of you
• kiss her in the pouring rain.
• when you fall in love with her, tell her.
• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before.
• hug her when she's crying.
• kiss her the moment you see her and kiss her before you leave.
• let her feel secure and love.
• don't let her go even she wants to when the both of you quarrels.

My bad...I can't continue from here anymore...this is just too much even for a satanist...or perhaps, too much for someone who has secretly admired someone for almost 7 years...only to fail miserably in jioing her in the end...

Warui na Vanessa...I can only post it as you requested...but I can't add in 3 more points for the list...

Long Kiss Goodbye

The latest Naruto Shippuuden ending theme...

Long Kiss Goodbye by HALCALI...

Life...how ridiculous...

People are still suffering...

People are still struggling...

People are still holding onto...whatever there is to hold...

If they survived...they would only be left with a battered body which is no better than an empty vessel...

I once talked about cherishing...I guess it ain't on many people's mind right now...and I don't see the point in talking about it again. Life is tough, and mortals ain't having any easy days ahead of them.

They can choose to give up...but that would have been the most foolish choice of all. They can choose to live on...only to be showered with a merciless rain of anguish...

Anyway...mortals lose out...a whole lot...

The only warmth I seemed to discover, is the care and concern from your friends and family. Losing em is a total different feeling. Especially if that particular warmth is exceptionally important. Losing em is like the end of the world...

Even the baddest of all villains need the slightest warmth in the world.

Some need care and concern more than the others...and they might be seeking care and concern from someone of far more importance compared to the others...

If you're the one...do whatever it takes to make sure that the one receiving your warmth is in comfort. If you ain't up to it, just say it...it ain't healthy when everyone bottled up their discomfort.

It ain't a lecture...just voicing out my opinion. And to execute it or not...the power is in the hands of you mortals...